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☆ Having a depressive episode that I suspect will pass but I can't even really motivate myself to finish off the last few episodes of this season of Wynonna Earp and season 3 of Leverage atm. I have other stuff on my watch list (most notably Blake's 7 and Avatar: The Last Airbender/The Legend of Korra) but I may end up playing more fast-and-loose with it because I'm remembering that binge burnout I had back in June.
☆ I've gotten some writing done this month but haven't finished anything. I keep getting hit with plot bunnies for
seasonofkink involving Finn/Will from Glee of all pairings (one I haven't even thought about since the early days of that fandom) but idek if it would be worth pursing. I keep going over my unfinished drafts and I really just wanna finish something this month, especially since I wanna do Fictober again this year since I'll theoretically have the time.
☆ I accidentally sliced open my finger with a pair of scissors on Sunday and had to get stitches, which means I haven't exorcised the last few days (which I'm especially annoyed about since I'd finally gotten back into the habit). I have the greenlight to start again though and I'm hoping I'll have the mental energy tomorrow to restart that. Stitches don't come out for a couple of weeks though.
☆ I don't get hit with this feeling often since I'm mostly fine being single but I really wish I had a boyfriend (the depressive episode is only exacerbating this). The "I'm nearly 30 and I've never had an actual relationship" of it all isn't exactly helping either. I'm terrible at using apps though and a quarantine isn't conductive to meeting people so I've mostly just been stewing in it all day, which is kind of baffling since my injured finger is really the thing I should be stewing about but w/e.
☆ I've gotten some writing done this month but haven't finished anything. I keep getting hit with plot bunnies for
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☆ I accidentally sliced open my finger with a pair of scissors on Sunday and had to get stitches, which means I haven't exorcised the last few days (which I'm especially annoyed about since I'd finally gotten back into the habit). I have the greenlight to start again though and I'm hoping I'll have the mental energy tomorrow to restart that. Stitches don't come out for a couple of weeks though.
☆ I don't get hit with this feeling often since I'm mostly fine being single but I really wish I had a boyfriend (the depressive episode is only exacerbating this). The "I'm nearly 30 and I've never had an actual relationship" of it all isn't exactly helping either. I'm terrible at using apps though and a quarantine isn't conductive to meeting people so I've mostly just been stewing in it all day, which is kind of baffling since my injured finger is really the thing I should be stewing about but w/e.
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I will say no more because I don't want to influence your opinions, but gosh, that was something that left an impression on as a kid. (>_<)