So today was the 10th anniversary of Glee, a TV show which originally ran from 2009 until 2015. However, I only help up with it until 2014, bailing about halfway through a very poor Season 5, and I didn't catch up when I heard the show was ending the following year.

However, this past week, I decided it was finally time to finish was, ultimately, a very formative show for me. It ties together disparate times in my life in a way very few media properties do, and I'm extremely happy I finally saw this show through to the end in honor of this milestone. I didn't start the show over from the beginning, but rather from Episode 14 of Season 5, a couple of episodes before I had stopped watching originally, and when the show had done a soft reset which made picking it up again from that point much less daunting and confusing.

Frankly, I didn't expect to have a big emotional reaction when I finally went back and finished this show. Though upon further reflection, it was inevitable I was going to have some pretty intense emotions about it, and I'm glad that - for the most part - they turned out to be good ones.

( I can't keep wasting my time with Glee. It hurts too much. )

(I'm leaving this post unlocked but that may change idek)

Lately I've been struggling to use fanfic as a writing outlet. This is mostly because I've just been really bad at finishing any writing in general (including fic chapters that have been mostly done for two years but I haven't gotten around to polishing off), but its also because a genre of fic I really want to write and get better at is M/M romance and erotica.

Most of the fic I have on AO3 has a romantic bent already but I don't feel like I'm particularly great at writing it, and while I'm still pretty proud of the one explicit fic I did post, I still don't feel particularly confident writing it. I have a draft of a Sam/Blaine Glee fic from forever ago that I still take stabs at once in a while, but the sex scene is the one that's been really tripping me up.

But yeah here's a dump of a couple of unfinished drabbles/drafts I've had in the pipeline for years or weeks. They range from a couple of paragraphs long to a few pages long in Word. Also fair warning they all end pretty abruptly because they are very unfinished.

Title: Untitled WIP
Series: Transformers
Characters/Pairings: Seymour Simmons/Leo Spitz
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Takes place during the third act of Revenge of the Fallen. Simmons alleviates Leo's concerns about whether his dick still works.

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Title: Untitled WIP
Series: Glee
Characters/Pairings: Sam Evans/Blaine Anderson
Rating: Explicit
Summary: Sam inexplicably begins to wonder what it would be like to suck a dick. Originally drafted circa 2014-16.

( It was at that moment that Sam realized he’d never be able to think about the state of Florida again without getting a boner. )

Title: Untitled WIP
Series: Osomatsu-san
Characters/Pairings: Matsuno Todomatsu/Atsushi
Rating: Explicit (eventually)
Summary: Todomatsu goes out on a group date with Atsushi sometime after the events of Season 1, Episode 22. Originally drafted in 2016.

( So yeah, out of all the choices Todomatsu could’ve made, he chose the one that guaranteed he’d be ignored the whole evening. )

Title: Untitled WIP
Series: Digimon Adventure 02
Characters/Pairings: Motomiya Daisuke/Ichijouji Ken/Inoue Miyako
Rating: Explicit (eventually)
Summary: Takes place a few years before the Epilogue. Falling on hard times running his noodle cart, Daisuke crashes for a few days on Ken and Miyako's couch. Originally drafted circa 2017.

( “It’ll only be for a few days.” )